God is near—even when He feels silent.

Hey Reader,

Have you ever been in a season where God just feels… absent?

I’m in a time like that right now. Life’s been full of risks, transitions, and new places I didn’t plan for. And while I’ve followed God for years, even now—He doesn’t always feel close.

Growing up, I didn’t know God. And even now as a believer, it’s not always easy to stay grounded. I find myself crying out: “God, where are You?”“What’s the plan?”

Sometimes I’m afraid I’ll bring the old me—the one carrying too much, who’s tired, anxious, and weighed down—into these new spaces. But I’m learning something important:

When we step out in faith—whether it’s in career, marriage, motherhood, or healing—it’s easy to expect instant fruit. But sometimes, God is doing something deeper. Sometimes, He’s growing me before He grows anything around me.

And even in the silence… He’s working. Even in the unknown… He’s faithful.

📖 Scripture for Your Heart

• Hebrews 6:10 – “God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him…”
• Habakkuk 3:17–18 – “Though the fig tree does not bud… yet I will rejoice in the Lord.”
• Isaiah 40:31 – “Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength…”

🎙️ New Podcast Episode

🎧 “When God Feels Absent: 5 Truths to Remember” In this episode, I walk you through five truths I cling to when I’m tempted to quit, numb out, or give in to fear.

Because faith is not just about feeling—it’s about choosing to believe He’s with you, even when you can’t see the fruit.

➡️ Listen now​

💌 A Personal Reminder

If you’re in a place where you’re doubting, waiting, or just plain exhausted… I see you. More importantly, God sees you.

You are not forgotten. You are not alone. And you are still becoming all He’s called you to be.

With you on the journey,

Alexandra ✗⚬ﾒ𝟶

P.S. I’d love to hear from you. Hit reply and let me know what season you’re in—I read every message.

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